I've got a number of good flashlights but I have not been carrying one with me for years, ever since I have a light in my Iphone for most uses. But a powerful, blinding light can serve as a good self defense tool, giving you time to get away from an attacker, without having to risk breaking the law or shooting someone where a jury might well rule you were not justified in doing so. So now I'm thinking of getting a new, really powerful (1,600 lumen) pocket flashlight, the Fenix PD36R. I'm wondering if anyone here is a flashlight fan like I am, and might actually have this particular flashlight. I'd appreciate any comments from anyone that owns one, before I plunk down the $100 for this item.